well, if anyone still reads this.
i have a new xanga,
i plan on using it.
youbroke_likeglassx

this week will consist of
work, practice, and get fucked up.
sounds good?
yeahhh.

i love new friends.
:]

oh, you should also by the cute is what we aim for cd.
it's only one of the best.

i'm depressed.
nothing is going right for me.
not my family,
not my friends,
not work [which is weird]
not boys,
nothing.
at all.

i fucking hate myself.

going back to the ninth grade with this shit.
i'm so unhappy.

this summer was suppose to be great.
it started off that i wanted it to.
but everybody is just ruining it.

i'm tired of putting people before myself.
i want to be happy on my own.
i hate seeing everyone else happy,
while i sit around the house all day and cry.

i love the people who are true to me,
my real friends.
daisha, sarah, kayla, and jamie.
the four people who treat me good.
who don't use me.
who don't treast me like shit.
who actually care about me.